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lyrics
looking back is not that easy
blurred images are all I see
bringing back suppressed memories
you were the first love that I cried for
the first love I thought I’d die for
deception in it’s best disguise
now I
now I know better
scars will stay
but now my eyes see more than grey
now I
now I know better
love can hurt
and always will
being numb
felt so familiar
my chest, cold and empty
you had my heart in your hands
and fucking tore it apart
but today I want to thank you
for giving me one of the worst times of my life
beside all darkness and all torture
I wouldn’t be who I am today
but honestly, I feel fine
I won’t
I won’t make
this mistake again
falling in love with a mask
where I
where I don’t know
what it hides
as you put it away our love died
when love and loss
seemed to be so similar I couldn’t see
any difference
my eyes were blinded by the misery,
that was not me
but finally I chose to be
the man I was until I found you
credits
released May 24, 2019
Recorded and mixed by Jan Mülheims
Produced by Remained
Mastered by Jay Maas
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